Can u pls
  • 1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
  • 2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
  • 3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
  • 4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
  • 5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
  • 6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
  • 7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
  • 8: Are you close with your dad?
  • 9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
  • 10: What are you listening to?
  • 11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
  • 12: Do you like hickeys?
  • 13: What time do you go to bed?
  • 14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
  • 15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
  • 16: Do you always answer your texts?
  • 17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
  • 18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
  • 19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
  • 20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
  • 21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
  • 22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
  • 23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
  • 24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
  • 25: In the past week, have you cried?
  • 26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
  • 27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
  • 28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
  • 29: Do you have a best friend?
  • 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
  • 31: Who was your last call/text message from?
  • 32: Are you mad at anyone?
  • 33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
  • 34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
  • 35: How many more days until your birthday?
  • 36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
  • 37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
  • 38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
  • 39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
  • 40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
  • 41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
  • 42: Are you available?
  • 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
  • 44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
  • 45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
  • 46: Do you regret anything?
  • 47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
  • 48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
  • 49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
  • 50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
  • 51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
  • 52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
  • 53: What was the last thing you ate?
  • 54: Did you get any compliments today?
  • 55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
  • 56: Do you own anything from other countries?
  • 57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
  • 58: Where have you lived most of your life?
  • 59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
  • 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
  • 61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
  • 62: Who do you text the most?
  • 63: What was the last movie you saw?
  • 64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
  • 65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?
  • 66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
  • 67: Do you curse around your parents?
  • 68: Are you happy with where you live?
  • 69: Picture of yourself?
  • 70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
  • 71: Have you ever been dumped?
  • 72: What do you most like about making out?
  • 73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
  • 74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
  • 75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
  • 76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
  • 77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
  • 78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
  • 79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
  • 80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
  • 81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
  • 82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
  • 83: Do you miss your last sweetie?
  • 84: Last time you slow danced with someone?
  • 85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
  • 86: How can I win your heart?
  • 87: What is your astrological sign?
  • 88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
  • 89: Do you cook?
  • 90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
  • 91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
  • 92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
  • 93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
  • 94: Name four things that you wish you had!
  • 95: Are you a player?
  • 96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
  • 97: Are you a tease?
  • 98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
  • 99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
  • 100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
  • 101: Hugs or Kisses?
  • 102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?
  • 103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
  • 104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
  • 105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
  • 106: Do you flirt a lot?
  • 107: Your last kiss?
  • 108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
  • 109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
  • 110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
  • 111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
  • 112: Does someone like you currently?
  • 113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
  • 114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
  • 115: Ever made out with just a friend?
  • 116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?
  • 117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.
My first instax photo with you in it, well hopefully it’s your first time as well. Looking at this photo makes me happy somehow- like everything’s okay, like we never, ever had a fight before. Well, getting into a relationship doesn’t mean we’ll be forever in peace. Well, we’ve been through a lot. Both of us. 
Through thick and thin. I will still love you, I guess. No other reason why, or maybe no more "because" to add up the expression that I am saying right now. We won’t be seeing each other for weeks now, because you’re going to your province (Romblon). 
You might be the one who I’ve waited, even though the tragic problems settled and I was down for that. Just maybe. I don’t want to conclude yet, because it’s too sudden, and I don’t want to rush things. Maybe until we’re officially together; that’s when I’ll conclude it. But not now.
On Sunday, it will be our 3rd month of literally starting our communication with each other. Honestly, I may count how many days. But we aren’t official yet, so this is what I’m counting right now. I love you, bubba. You’ve still gave me those "firsts" in a relationship, that honestly makes me love you more, and maybe I won’t give up this time. 

"Good Morning"
“How was your day?”
“Be careful”
“Text me when you get home so I know you’re safe”
“Sweet dreams”
“How are you?”
“I hope you’re feeling better”
“Have a good day today!”
“I miss you”
“Good night”
“Can you come over?”
“Can I come over?”
“Can I see you?”
“Can I call you?”
“You’re beautiful”
“Want something to drink?”
“Watch your step”
“Let’s watch a movie”
“What are you up to?”
“How is your day so far?”
“It will be okay”
“I’m here for you”
“Do you need anything?”
“Are you hungry?”
“I just wanted to hear your voice”
“You just made my day”

You don’t have to hear “I Love You” to know that someone does. Listen carefully. People speak from the heart more often than you think.

Everyone needs someone who would never ever give up on them even if they get too difficult to deal with sometimes. Someone who would encourage them to try new things to improve themselves, someone who would support them in any way possible. Someone who’s willing to go through hell just to be with them, someone who is selfless enough to put others first before himself/herself. We all need someone who would try to understand us even if we become unreasonable but won’t overdo it. Someone who would love us enough to choose to be with us every stinking day, someone who would just be there to listen and comfort. Now, if you don’t have this someone in your life at the moment, try being this someone for others.

I think I’ll cut to the chase here. Everyday, every morning, every night. We change. We both do, and we only notice it, or maybe me who sees it. Tell me, why do we expect change or maybe see it with our own two eyes with a chance of overthinking what the cost is?

Yes. We were both happy the past few days, maybe a type of high that made me have my own yellow paint in my life coming through. But, why?

We were at a bar, planning a good scheme that we would mock your old ex that you’re happy and all. But it seems the tables have turned. It turned out I mocked myself, you were happy that you were friends with him again, yeah it’s good. But have you noticed how I felt staring from a far away. I just went outside with a cigarette with me to accompany me. I wonder, “What happens if I get left out, because they’re back together? What now?”

I’m back to the haunts. It scares me and I don’t want to be replaced or whatever. I know you told me that you’re just happy you’re back to being friends after what happened and all those shit, and back to the times you’ve been through. But, have you ever thought what I’ll be in the picture when that happened?


I want a clingy relationship. Being clingy is not being obsessed. It is just a very genuine way of showing your love for someone. To some it is too much. For me it is one of the preeminent relationships a human being could ever have. Imagine someone who loves you so much and is not petrified to show it to the world. Imagine someone who misses you everyday. Imagine someone who doesn’t want to let go of your hand. Someone who texts you every hour. Calls you every night and day. Someone who is very attached to you because he/she doesn’t want to lose you. Imagine living with a person like that. A relationship for me is not about what you say, it is about what you show and how you show it. And I think a clingy relationship is the best example for this. This type of relationship indeed makes me feel loved, cared, and wanted by someone I really want to be with for the rest of my life.
1:59am selfie

Every person has his own shadow cast around him depending on where the sun shines. Unless you’re dead. As time passes by, day and night and at night the shadow becomes vividly wide and unseen sometimes. I feel like I’m a shadow sometimes, nothing to react, nothing to do but to be your shadow, or maybe a tail looking at you like I loved you for so long and as day and night passes by my shadow doesn’t cast upon you at times. Like I’m not there to be by your side anymore unless light will be there I stick by.

I try to keep my chin up, thinking everything’s okay. I try to go crazy like I’ve seen dozens of sushi in front of me. I try to make everything simpler, because I don’t want everything crumbling down and make a good day ruined. I show doubts, I show insecurities in front of you, I cried already in front of you. Thinking what I did, deserving this kind of relationship and I ask myself, "Why does it always have to be me?" 

I still love you, I gave it another chance. I gave everything another chance, my emotions, my feelings, my doubts, my thoughts, my everything. Maybe.


Honestly when I listen to OPM songs, sometimes it gets more deep than the usual lyrics you listen to when you go somewhere with your earphones on. It’s different. 

I know I think I have to intake everything from now on, all the negativity that might just break us. Because I’m scared. You know what I missed? Those type of texts where we could just text the whole day like there’s no tomorrow, remember those days? Yeah I missed it. Because those days, I could just say to my friends, "It’s him, I think I’ll take him seriously."  I shut down all the connections with the other guys who kept on texting me, because they weren’t worth it. They never fit in those shoes as I expected. 

I remember those sweet text messages, maybe cheesy. Where did it drift off to? Am I asking for too much? I know I can tell myself that I also changed in the relationship. But, what can you do? It broke my heart, that changed everything. And I kept going on like nothing happened. Maybe the exchanging of efforts may add-up. Maybe your little things can happen as well. Like you pay for our trips going to your house, or that birthday treat in Army Navy. What else? I miss the old us, what happened to it? Did a tidal wave come crashing in to make an eager change in our relationship? 

I know I have these insecurities that wasn’t part of the relationship before, it developed back again with the doubts and everything. I hate myself for having these stuff, it hurts me and it makes me end up crying in the end. I don’t like it, I don’t need it. I want it out, how I wish that could happen.

I know we have those fights that most of the time or maybe it might be always I who start it. I get this common mood swing that can change our whole conversation the whole day. We talk about the drama of our relationship, you get tired of it. What else should I do to resolve the problems that we have? Do you? Yeah I gave this relationship another chance to see it won’t wilt and we both make sure it gets better. The past few days were the hardest, partly today. I don’t want the differences come upon us that we won’t and can’t remember what we’ve been through and what we ended up to. I still love you no matter what, but can we fix everything? I miss it. 

Vincent Van Gogh used to eat yellow paint because he thought it would get the happiness inside him. Many people thought he was mad and stupid for doing so because the paint was toxic, never mind that it was obvious that eating paint couldn’t possible have any direct correlation to one’s happiness, but I never saw that. If you were so unhappy that even the maddest ideas could possible work, like painting the walls of your internal organs yellow, than you are going to do it. It’s really no different than falling in love or taking drugs. There is a greater risk of getting your heart broken or overdosing, but people still do it everyday because there was always that chance it could make things better. Everyone has their yellow paint.
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